I broke up with my ex 2 days ago. I was engaged to this guy. Now, I’ll have you know my track record. I’m an amazing woman but it comes with it’s cons. I’m 26 and I’ve been married and divorced twice. Men fall in love with me hard and fast and I think it causes me to fall in love that way too. I met, lets call him J…I met J on okcupid.com. He was a year and a half younger than me. My friend & family kept telling me that my standards were incredibly high and that’s why I was still single after 2 years and several bad first dates. So when I found out that J didn’t have a car or license and he had a child with someone he was still married to (but had been separated for almost the whole year they had to wait to be divorced) the ex who bore his only child…oh and he was a cook but was only working part time at a mom and pop italian restaurant, I thought that maybe he was still a great guy deep down so I gave him a chance.
I’ve never loved anyone the way I love him. We were so connected. The love felt so deep. For the first 10 months we were together, we went through a lot of ups and downs but we got through everything together like the strong couple we were. After a 900 mile trip for a custody court date for his daughter, we were able to bring her back with us just for the summer. He was staying with his grandparents and mom at the time but his grandfather wouldn’t let his own great-granddaughter stay with them. I live on my mom”s property in a separate home while I’m in college so it was her call when she allowed him to move in before we got married. She couldn’t imagine him and his daughter on the street. Since he moved in, all of a sudden things were going missing. My mom’s pain pills for her nerve and joint problems, my brother’s pain pills from a major knee surgery, then my roommates checks where thousands of dollars of fraud exploded from that situation. Now I know what you’re thinking. But he swore up and down he didn’t do it. I didn’t think he stole the checks for sure. I’m pretty sure his mother was behind that. She’s a piece of shit. But the pills..I didn’t fully believe him. But I love him so I gave him the benefit of the doubt. I also paired that with the fact that I searched everything on him and in my house and couldn’t find a thing. But I knew on the outside looking in, it looked terrible. After all that, my mom and I still let him prove his innocence. But what happened? Just more crap. After his daughter went back to her home in another state, money of mine came up missing. It was only $35 but still..we were broke most of the time so we needed that money. Then he lost his job 3 weeks ago. They fired him for money missing out of the safe at work on his shift. He ended up finding another job last week but it was too late for me. I couldn’t take it anymore. If nothing else, I’m very smart. But love is blind. I refused to be blind any longer. So I broke up with my depressive, possibly bi-polar, severe anxiety filled, and most likely pathological lying fiance’. Turns out that mom and step dad and wanted him out for a while so they decided he wasn’t allowed back – at all. It also turned out that no one wanted him to stay with them. So he supposedly stayed behind a grocery store in the new orleans area with his duffle bad and 3 garbage bags of stuff. That night I did the stupid thing and allowed him to text me. I then called him in the middle of the night because he was talking about killing himself. Oh btw, he said he overdosed on pills he bought off someone on bourbon street. I was so upset. Beyond words. After all, even though he was a screw up, I still loved him. So here he is telling me that the next day he wanted to call me again and tell me goodbye one last time. I have a father that committed suicide when I was in high school and he knew that so you can imagine my horror dealing with this. The next day it was so weird. His found was magically charged all day. And he came up with crazy story after story. Texted me nonstop about several different things. He definitely just wanted me to take him back somehow some way. But after calling my mom and step dad pieces of shit christians and then texting my best friend after I blocked him from all contact telling her that he was a pastor that found someone’s found and basically saying the owner was dead…yeah that was it. The pain is still here. The wound is fresh. But who was this person??? Who did I fall in love with? This wasn’t him. But everyone else started to see it before I did. The smart girl fell for stupid once again. Today he was magically alive and tried to contact my best friend again. She unleashed her opinions on him and blocked him as well. I don’t know what’s going to happen to him but I’m sure I haven’t heard his last words yet. The psycho lives on. I wonder what he’ll do next??
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