She used to cut herself and talk about committing suicide. She used to blame her parents for her problems. At the time a close friend of hers really liked me. I did not like her back. When this girl came to me for help and attention, I gave it to her. She begged me to sleep with her so she can experience the “ultimate pleasure”. I did not. In fact, I distanced myself. Then the next thing I know is that she is after my close friend. I was jealous. I got with her. I slept with her. Fast forward a few years. She is doing meth in hotel rooms and I’m tagging along with her to try and make sure she doesn’t do anything stupid. Fast forward she starts sleeping around with dealers and getting into bad situations. I am there to rescue her and give her rides at 2am to the other side of town and then drive back home, half-asleep. This girl ruined my life in so many ways. She hurt me mentally, emotionally and also physically. She turned the people I considered my friends against me. She spread lies and made me look bad. I treated her to the best of my possibility. It’s amazing how much this world will do when a girl cries. People say sticks and stones hurt more than words. I think if the people close to you say certain words, it can hurt a lot more than any stick or stone. I tried many times to get her to see that I loved her. She just used me. I was just a toy. As much as I hate and regret what I went through in the past, I am now happy to be where I am. I feel like a part of me went through hell and I’m happy to have survived. I’m happy to be able to go to work and not worry about the argument we’re going to have when I get home. I’m happy that at work, I can focus on work and not worry about which random guy she is sucking in which random alley. I can’t believe to the depths I sunk to be with someone like her. Love is no different any drug addiction. She never loved me back. I was just a pawn and I got used. The most important thing is that I learned from it. I moved apartments, I changed phone numbers. She would call me fake-crying and blame me for her problems. I used to buy into it. She made me believe I was a terrible person. It’s endless – her web of sin is endless. Guys, be careful who you love. You cannot love someone that does not do good. You do not have the right or the power to change someone. They have to change themselves. The world is a cruel place and some people are here to help you and others are here to step on you. I hope you realize which person is here to do what. ~peace~

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Dude, I respect you and Ahhhh I have no clue how you got past that shit n stuff. when i was a young dumb chap, i ran into a situation like yours but not as half as bad close to yours. Don’t worry in the end it all comes great if you believe. X)